Too busy to blog. Too busy having fun. HAHAAHA! Will blog and update soon! (:

OMG 2 PAPER FUCKING DOWN. And I am completely and utterly demoralised and have no mood to study for tomorrow's AMX paper.

First reason is because I am totally drained from the late night muggings and memorising and anylsing and everything that I almost completely have no more brain juice left for this module.

Second reason is because the first two papers were retardedly fucked up and I realise that all the late night mugging and memorising and analysing and everything might not have been of any good at all. Which means that 8/9 brain juice just went down the drain...

Thirdly, the fucking AMX module is so totally not my cup of tea that it's taking every ounce of will to even start looking at the notes (of which it's 4pm and I've not started!!!). I totally cannot understand the entire damn module at all! I DON'T KNOW WHY. I'm still having difficulties knowing the difference between race and ethnicity.. Have no idea what's the difference between multicultural and multiracial. They are the same to me but apparently they are not! I've not completed all the readings.. Especially the latest ones. I've also not completed Charles Taylor because I'm too dumb to understand it. I'm basically too dumb to understand the whole damn module!!!

Oh and fourthly, how to even study properly when I'm only left with 1/9 of my brain juice to cram the entire module into my head within... What.. roughly 10 hours? Well, best phrase to describe the situation? GOOD GAME.

So anyway, that pretty much wraps up everything. I can't wait for 3.30pm to come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FRIENDS! I AM FREE AFTER 3.30pm OKAY?!?! MUAHAHAHAHAAHHA.

AND BTW! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEDZYLN MAMA DEAR! Hehehehehehe. Sorry we weren't able to celebrate with you. Fucked up period, you know? We will celebrate soon!! (:

Stuff I wanna do after exams! Omg, I always end up thinking of all these one or two days before my exams. It's really bad man. But oh well.. Here goes!

1) Watch million of animes - have a list of them recommended by a friend!
2) Watch movies online with Colin - Movie marathon!!!!
3) Repaint my nails - Looks damn gross now. Plus purple = emo. Must paint a happier colour soon.
4) Stone stone stone!
5) PLAY GAMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6) Go out without feeling guilty - don't have to think about work or school!
7) I wanna go zooooooooooo leh.
8) Meet my friends! Zhenguang you say you want to bring me out somewhere right right right?? Heehehehehehe.
9) Watch movies in the theatre - 2012 and Paranormal Activity
10) Read some boooooks - Maybe catch up on Sister's Keeper, Time Traveler's Wife, The Lost Symbol...

I can't wait I can't wait!!!

By the way, Happy Birthday man Jingwei!!!! Old liao.. Really damn old. You are almost reaching your 30s. WTH. DAMN OLD! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay I better not waste time and start studying Biochemistry already. BYE!

All submissions done. 3 modules officially down - Math, Ed. Pscyh. and English. 3 more fucking modules to go before the end of the semester.

Exam dates:

17th Nov 09 (9am - 11.30am)
AAB301 - Biochemistry

18th Nov 09 (9am - 11.30am)
AAB304 - Quantitative Biology

19th Nov 09 (1pm - 3.30pm)
AMX301 - Multicultural studies

Exam dates are majorly fucked up this semester. Well I'm off to study. Totally can't wait for the exams to be over because there are just sooo many things I want to do! BYE!

Yeah man. One module down!!!! I don't wanna care about how sucky I did for that module. IT'S FUCKING OVER MAN.

Next to worry about is the biochem presentation this coming Friday followed by the Quantitative Biology Report submission due on the 9th. After that it'll be mugging mugging mugging all the way until exams.

Somehow or rather I'm not that worried about AED. Don't know why that is so. It's probably cus I'm already done with my part this week. Yay!

Finally a day I can take a break and slowly work on what's left of the Biochem PPT and also start on the Biostats report.. Fuck math individual assignment! The teacher hasn't given us the question so we're not able to start on it. And what ever happened to the 2 questions that we need to post on BB for Biostats?

PEOPLE! We can do it man. And as Faiz and Colin like to say "LETS DO THIS MAN". Lets all do it and get it over and done with!!!

P.S.: I experienced a cough plus sneeze at the same time moment just now. WTH. Sucks to be sick.

You know what I realise.. I realise that I always do all the wrong things at all the wrong time. So I have this Biochem quiz that is mad content heavy and here I am blogging more often than usual of just random things and nothing in particular.. Not only that. I will have this crazy urge to go online shopping more (happened during last pre exam period.. not yet for now) and also an urge to start packing my room, cleaning stuff that I usually will not bother to clean.. Washing my brushes. STONING more when I totally shouldn't be doing that. Thinking about all the crazy and fun things I want to do after the exams (for goodness sake I've not even started on some assignments due BEFORE exams end).

So here I am trying to study for Biochem and at the same time worrying about...

my AED group presentation, yet to do the PPT though
my AED individual reconstruction assignment,
my biostats presentation, did my slides but probably gotta do more then that....
my rotten bananas and how I'm going to measure the percentage cover with all it's mould around it, done.
my biochem powerpoint (which I know Hedz already settled but I feel guilty for making her do most of it)

and I dunno wad else. And then suddenly Colin messages me to tell me that he'll come over my place on Wednesday to accompany me cus apparently I'm really "lonely" this week so he wants to come over and sayang me for a day. Hahahaha. You know it's the simplest things that make me really happy? And I've got to appreciate moments like this cus its so rare for that boy to come up with something like this. Like just the other day, he MMS-ed me a picture of pretty pink spider lilies (I dunno my mum say it's spider or smth) that just bloomed in his "garden" because he knew how much I liked them. So sweet right?? Hahahaha. He also ever MMS-ed me picture of a giant worm in his fish tank too. But well, that's a different story. Hahaha. Thanks dear, for being here for me. It's the little things you do that cheer me up and make my day a better one (or at least what's left of it, haha!). (:

I look at my entries in September and then I look at my entries in October and I realise how my stress level just increased by like dunno how many million folds in just a month. In September it was. "YAY I had fun blah blah blah.." And den in October its, "Omg I had too much fun and now I've got so much to get done."

Suddenly I feel too tired to go out. Too tired to keep laughing. Too tired to walk around and entertain people. I think I really need time to stay at home and relax and do my own thing.. I want to just slack at home and play some games but unfortunately I can't do that because all my supposedly "free time" at home is spent studying for Biochem quiz and rushing for assignments. The only time I do get to enjoy is when I'm out.. But even during that period, I'm constantly thinking and feeling guilty, telling myself I shouldn't be out.. instead, I should be home working on Biostats and biochem.

I knoooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. It is SAD and PATHETIC. I wonder if it's like this everytime exams are approaching or its like super bad this semester. Is it me? Or is it because this semester's workload is crazily heavy??

Goal for tonight:

1) FINISH studying Biochem (WTF LAHHHHHHHHHHH)
2) Start on backbone of Biostats report so that we know what to include in the Powerpoint presentation THIS Friday.

Have not exactly finished Biochem though. Don't think there's ever gonna be such thing as FINISH for this module...

Goal for tomorrow:

1) Revise for Biochem

Goal for Tuesday:

1) Find Papers for biostats
2) Fill in some discussion for biostats
3) Do the backbone for the PPT slides.
4) Send it to somebody to do the PPT because I suck at PPT

Goal for Wednesday:

1) Continue with whatever I can do for biostats PPT
2) Try to do PPT for biochem
3) Try to read up on Reconstruction Assignment

Okay, right now, I'm going to nap and continue later.